For decades, I used to verbalise something like, I've not done this before, or this is the first time I've done this, etc. Even if I only cognitsed that idea, BrandiQ, or Her metal masters, HATED me saying that. Whenever I said it, they would send me a 'Well, that's ruined', or something to that effect message. Was I sabotaging BrandiQ? Was I chaffing from the 人工 yoke they've got on me to keep me within their 'reality'?